February 2010
1 post
December 2009
1 post
November 2009
4 posts
breakfast a glass of water
Lunch = half avocado + one bottle of water
Dinner = 2 bread and avocado spread + one bottle of water
Yesterday was great..the workout was really great! thumbs up! I did 200 punches and running on treadmill for 20 minutes and jogging for 20 minutes..that was awesome..beyond awesome to me.
A friend of mine..a male asked me why I need to be so skinny? I am already...
Breakfast none.
Lunch = one bottle of water and a slice of avocado.
Dinner will be the same as lunch.
going to gym for two hours. I need to do this to compensate all the chocolate I ate past 4 days.
by the way,
I find it creepy when you said ” I have a feeling you are going to be here, so I come here and find you” OK..that’s a bit scary. So I move to the highest level.
...
The only way for me not eating chips everyday is by staying at home and not going to uni, but stay at home means eating chocolate everyday. I just finished one whole bar of cadbury hazelnut this morning..and not to mention I ate a slice of chocolate cake before I went to bed and one more slice when I woke up..
I’ve been eating KFC wicked wing alternate days, last saturday, monday, tuesday...
I was on the phone with my dearest mummy just now. I miss my parents. she told me about my whole family shopping spree. I’m green with envy.
But not bad, she did buy a thing for me. hehe. Talking to mummy relieved all the stress I had just now. Well not really a massive stress, but small things that make me stress.
On the other hand, PMS don’t come now..not yet. I don’t need...
October 2009
8 posts
God is fair
no matter how bad life can be there must be someone who can cheer you up..thanks for the call bestfriend, it really cheer me up..had fun laughing and talking with you :)
Information overload!! All I can see now is words words words..I start to feel sick of studying..I really need a good break before I start my engine again
I’m still up altho it’s already 4 in the...
Gosh! This is the stupidiest game I ever played. I wanna drop off everything now and back to normal!
No one wins when you play with your mind, there’s only one thing for sure, you are loser..
I feel so stupid that I wanna bang my head to the wall!
If lah kan, I have sooo much moneyyy I will buy the toyota car last night to make up for the mistakes I made. hehe.
12 more hours is long wayy...
“If you think holding on is hard, try breaking up”
– it’s even harder, and I certain I don’t want that. :(
Totally random
Mila Kunis is so hot! slurpppppp! I love looking at beautiful woman more than I love looking at hot man.
Gossip Girl season 3 is awesome! season 2 is boring, I was half sleepy towards the end.
I love Chuck. I despise Dan. Nice guy is boring. Nice guy finishes last. I think that’s true in a way. Bad boy drives girls insane, just think chuck bass.
I woke up on saturday morning feeling...
“What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who...”
– Chuck Palahniuk.
I feel so down. and the next minute, I feel like I’m on the top of the world. PMS is so shitty. I sometimes wish I don’t have to go through emotional rollercoaster during my period, but what to do, it’s natural. :(
PMS PMS go away~
I really love love love it when it rains. Seriously cold weather is the best :D can Sydney stay like this? sun don’t shine please..oh better if it’s winter again! :)
September 2009
16 posts
setting up direction
Sometimes, I’m tsukasa and you’re makino
Sometimes, I’m Makino and you’re tsukasa
Can we just let go everything in our heart and mind, so we know what each other feel and think? It will be nice! wouldn’t life be easier that way?
I want to start first, I want to let me be free from ego-case that have been rambling in my heart, I hate waiting for anyone to make a...
I am so hungry!
I havent had enough raya! I still want to eat more kuih - especially kuih siput (snail cookies) and kuih I-don’t- know- what- its- name but it’s curry flavoured and so crunchy!! I can finish the whole cookie jar in 1 hour (trust me ;)) and I also want to eat rendang, kuah kacang (peanut sauce) and nasi impit..why there’s no more open house invitation? why? Please people keep it...
“Life is a flowing river, you can never step into the same river twice because...”
– Heraclitus
..regardless of what happen in future, I’m gonna go for what I want now. If I’m not trying now, it will be the first sign that this is a failed relationship. I don’t want to be a failure and have a regret for not fighting what I want in life. Just have faith in me! gambate!
When you boyfriend is better at cooking than you, his presence will make you heart go dup dap dup dap while you two in the kitchen, the things u always do right just went wrong when he’s watching you..nervous! haha.
I’m looking forward to more times to spend with you. I want to laugh, ramble and share stories with you the whole day. I want to hold your hand. I want to be in your arms...
The thought of leaving deeply saddens me…I have options to stay but it’s a very difficult route but if I really try, I know I can do it. I have the support from my parents and I now need the support from him. but I don’t know how to break the story to him because just the thought of it, I start to cry.
I know I have to do it really soon, I have to find the will to...
“People generally see what they look for, and hear what they listen for.”
– To Kill a Mockingbird (via littlemiss)
I think I am addicted to peanut butter sandwich..I eat them every 3 hours and no wonder laaaa now pimples are waiting to pop out on my face..I can feel it baby! ;(
and today is red flag! I can eat during the day! woohoo!
but quite sad too cos baru je berlagak dengan khira and Mai that I may not have to replace my fasting next year..awww..
but it’s ok..I can drink Baskin Robbins’...
Ok..continue with the dream I had last 2 nights
After I know my dad died in car crash with Paris Hilton..I accompanied my mum to the hospital..at the hospital there were so many paparazzi wanted to interview my mum to get a scoop of the news..flashes were everywhere, it was so noisy and we had to play hide and seek with the paparazzi to get our way to the emergency room..
I told Khira about this...
Last night I dreamt of my dad died in car crash with Paris Hilton.
I don’t know what else to say~
I had a great weekend. just came bac from dinner at su yin and sze rhui’s place. Had a mixture of malaysian and indian dishes, I cooked chilli egg :). thanks for inviting me! you guys are awesome hosts! rock mannn!
went to city yesterday to Aiza’s 21st and catched up with other people I met at Mafia dance party and got to know new people as well. I ordered creamy chicken mushroom...
I must stop saying I’m stress because I’m stress because I think I’m stress. If I don’t think, I won’t feel I’m stress. It’s in the mind. Uni workloads are heavy nowadays, I want to get back on track with my studies so i won’t go out much after this. I don’t care if it seems not cool to not go out on friday’s nite or I don’t have a...
Quotable conversation
I: I'm being irrational and I can't make decision now
U: I think you are rational because you know you are irrational and can't make decision and will regret it later.
Thanks for thinking me that way. =)
T: I'm nice, you're mean
S: Hey, birds of a same feather flock together.
T: I'm nice, you're mean
S: I know, I don't deny it.
T: I know you're mean
S: I'm mean right?
T: Maybe he likes the mean part of you..I'm sure he likes the whole person not just the good part.
August 2009
13 posts
I woke up missing my brothers. I miss waking up with any one of them next to me. I miss seeing them around me, teasing them, playing with them, asking them about their girlfriends and crushes, sharing our views on life, love and the way our parents brought us up. Most of all, I miss giving them the feeling of being protected and cared by me.
I hope I can see them soon.
I was such a happy kid...
“Nature’s first green is gold
Her hardest hue to hold
Her early...”
– - Robert Frost
I’m in hope of better days.
I’m not sure why I put “haha” in my writings sometimes. There’s nothing funneyh but yet I just put it. When I go through my writings and read it again I think I sound a bit retard cos I used at least 2-4 haha in one post and seriously there’s nothing funneyh. NOTHING. That’s why I find it a bit.. retard. Maybe it’s a habit and I want to get rid of it like...
Waxing gone wrong
The wax strips stripped the top layer of my skin. :( Now I have dark underarms and also it’s too painful to lift the whole right hand. ouchh. no more sleeveless until the skin tone colour even out.
xoxoxo.
“Tom: “Hey, what’s wrong?”
Lynette: “Because of me, my son’s...”
– How sweet of Tom! assuring Lynette it’s gonna be fine one day because he doesn’t want her to feel gulity.
Om Nom Nom Nom
I want Mcd’s sundae in strawberry at this wee hours..god what’s wrong with my tummy?
Rise and Shine
at 12.30 pm. haha.
Missed rock climbing which starts at 10. Suddenly I’m thinking of Starbucks frappucino. Mocha Frappucino my favourite but I have to go to city to get it. T_T. maybe next time. NEXT TIME? reminds me of my boyfriend who keeps saying that word when I missed to hit the shuttle during social badminton at the gym last thursday. Lastly I told him to shut up because I...